Rehearsal

Mon Feb 4, 2008, 11:09 AM

I was gone a bit for a most important rehearsal which was in a very far, very small house by the beach.

There was some good stuff but also some pretty mediocre stuff happen as well. See I like helping people who are sad or have problems and sticking up for the underdog.

If a kid has low self esteem you don't marginalize him and you don't make fun of a girl with a personality disorder. Especially if you're saying were all a family and a team 20minutes before...

You make a prick comment at me or another. I'll respond back, insult you or your mother jokingly yet badly enough to make you stop but not want to take it serious as not to seem a whiny bitch for getting upset over a joke.

These are people who quietly whisper back with a half hearted chuckle "Don't be a prick" and look hurt for the next 15minutes.

Besides that and my siding with a friend that was censored for his speech on tolerance and equality. I guess everything else was peachy if you ignore the two-face epidemic running around, petty intrigues, the politics and inconsideration. I guess that's what real socializing is about?

I joined for the sake of 3 people whose eyes lit up when i said I'd consider going in the first place. I had an awesome time with them and I'm glad I went because I care for them a great deal.

My return home was coming back to a mess. Trash hadn't been taken out, animals hadn't been fed, some of my plants are dead most are dying. None of them look healthy, feels like I left the bloody house alone. Can't say I look forward to leaving again anytime soon. They did give us Monday (Today) off which is something. I'm cleaning and taking care of stuff, have to go to the store soon.

I'm in a pissed off optimistic fix the damn world mood. Feels good..